future is gecko !

okay soo, now here's the situation: first, im sixteen. second, I don have a dream (literally). and third im freaking out.

spectacular isn't it? amazeeeng!

if i could just only scream about how i am freaking out about my future, i would scream all day.
its not that i only worry i could ever pass the test to go to some university , i dont even know what major i want to take. i dont know what i like! damn it
okay, i like listening to music which everybody in this whole world kind of like it too. so cross that
i like to talk , like a lot . which most people are doing exactly the same
geezz!
i dont have that big passion or even interest on something . isnt that weird?

maybe i should just abruptly choose one thing and try to be good at it
i am good at being good at something
i mean being good at a lot of things but not in particular which is not helping. at all.

im scared of my future more than im scared of geckos. which is hugeeeee!!
God help me.

Like it or not, wi WILL be compared.

the only things we should dooooooo

the "real" to do list (clipped to polyvore.com)

View from Hyatt Regency Bandung 1416

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Aurel's funniest word today

Aurel said 'Om wearing custom' we laughed and she said 'where do I know that word, custom ?' Ahahahaha
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New Year's Eve Party

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We were at Bogey's and it was White Masquerade Party :)
we had so much fun and the fireworks were amazing and beautiful :D

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